ARTIST AND POET WORKING ACROSS INSTALLATION, TEXT, AND NEW MEDIA
ALLISON BIGGS
On (2024-2026)
WRITING & INSTALLATION
Three-part immersive installation exploring Archetypes, Memory, and Perception through projected text and ambient sound.
Poetry Collection (2025-2026)
Poems examining contemporary selfhood, surveillance, and the performance of identity.
I have entered into a love affair with myself.
Her desire infects me.
Her denial disrupts.
She calls and I answer,
she sighs and I rejoice.
When she is silent,
I yearn to know her.
I yearn too
to be known by her.
In her passion
I am taken by
her wants and needs,
her greed and
her insolence
at finding
lacking in her days.
She is sultry.
She is exacting.
My self is lost to all,
but especially to her.
Softly at times,
I hear her whisper
and I wonder if
for me, too,
she yearns.
I fear I may rupture soon.
When a spleen ruptures, does it know it is coming?
Is there buildup, plot, suspense, climax?
Is there resolution?
Does a spleen exist in order to rupture
or does it rupture as a rebellion to its existence?
Does a spleen know it may not rupture,
that it may exist in impassivity to the elements
which demand its eventual distress?
Does a spleen hurt when it ruptures?
Does it wail and double over in pain and loss?
Does a spleen, deep down, wish to rupture?
Does it desire to upend and explode its circumstance
so that it may be repaired, or remade, or removed?
Do I, too?
She moves without tenderness.
Quickly and categorically
she inspects her surroundings
and pays no heed to
her own body.
Her gaze is direct and unyielding,
and she is incapable
of softening it in the name
of hunger or desire.
Only redirection
can alter her intent.
She does not speak
but for demands.
Though in her dreams,
at times, she croons
an indeterminable song
to the unlistening world.
She is soft to the touch,
though she has sharp edges,
and to touch her
is to love her,
though earning her love
is temperamental.
CONTACT
BIGGSALLI25@GMAIL.COM